Last Apology
I'm not really one for sorries, sending letters or apologies.
I don't make up because I don't take the bait, I avoid pick up lines so that I avoid mistakes
But for you I'll do this one because you took my heart. I let you rip it out, a lucky brother that caught me off guard.
I'm sorry I messed up with you, showed my fears and anxieties...that I ever trusted you.
For believing that innocence was on your mind, even when you said it over & over "remember, I'm just a guy"
Im sorry that I was so blind So careless and stupid. Handed you my soul on a platter without realizing you'd abuse it...
Pardon me for answering your call at 4 in the morning pretending that you wanted to talk when really you were just horny.
For allowing you to touch me like you did, create fantasies and rub me like you did.
I'm sorry for allowing you to occupy my mind like you did, to consume my thoughts like you did...ignoring the little fibs
I never meant to do all of this, never intended to be so easily misled & because it is just so untypical me I have to tell you...I'm sorry.
You can keep the heart that I so willingly gave I like the feeling of the cold empty grave That takes the place of where it once laid that encompasses the hole that you in return made
I'll keep it empty for when a real man comes a long & fills it with something that truly belongs. Because the heart you now have is all played out, repeatedly broken and it's useless no doubt.
I'm sorry for allowing you to waste my time, Excuse me for being so damn blind. Please let me know that you'll forgive me, because this is sure to me my last mother fucking apology.
