Just a scatterbrained geek with a sense of whimsy and issues enough to fill up volumes trying to get by in life.
Ex-friend, ex-friend, Go away Ex-friend, ex-friend, Do not stay Ex-friend, ex-friend, Get a clue Ex-friend, ex-friend, I want rid of you
Your Shadow Haunts Me You haunt me For eight long years Your shadow touches my #life Lurking at the edges Waiting to engulf me once more The noise in the dark - Is it you? The thought brings fear You plead innocence While twisting The knife in my back But all I want Is to be rid of you Just get on with your #life And accept I want no part of it
Monsters I'm not scared of the monsters hiding in the shadowy darkness. Rather, I fear the ones that hide inside seemingly normal people. Those are the most insidious ones, especially since you may need only look in the mirror to find them.
Rain And Pain Backache, thunder, Large raindrops splashing down - Just another rainstorm.
Living With Fibro I'm in my early 30's and have been dealing with health issues my whole #life, starting with some immune system issues which triggered the onset of chronic fatigue syndrome and/or fibromyalgia before I was even halfway through elementary school. I was diagnosed with CFS at age 8 and told I most likely had it for at least two or three years already. By age 10 I was dealing with the first sure signs of fibromyalgia. By middle school I had to sit out in phys ed class. In high school I had to give up riding my bike. The last year of high school I started using a cane so I could stand and walk closer to what would be normal. All that time I was slowly losing those elements of normal #life I tried desperately to hang in to I was getting called lazy, a faker, a wimp. I even had doctors, specialists even, dismissing me and telling me there was nothing stopping me from doing what I wanted to do. Stubborn only gets a person so far. As upbeat as I've been able to be in the past all I can see now is losing more and more. I see hesitance to get into a relationship because I know enough about what I have to know it can greatly interfere with certain aspects of one. I see fear to remain single because I can't work enough hours to support myself on my own. And I see no mystery as to why so many with fibromyalgia wind up with #depression.
