Friends Friends I can always depend On them to make me smile Even when I'm a mile From suicide But i can't decide How to repay them for what they do For they always carry me through The hard times And it primes me To get past those hard days When #life seems like maze So thank you for what you've done It's priceless and ain't no midnight sun Its better

Silence I'm in a strange place Surrounded by people I can't face I'm not sure why But I see this guy So go up to him And the light start to dim So I turn and bolt Wake with a sudden jolt It one in the morning I know that's my forewarning Of my death So I take a long breath But I ain't afraid Then I'm betrayed By my gyrating heart I think I'm ok for the most part Nope I'm terrified I don't want to die So I must be strong And just go along Like nothing's wrong Except For all the secrets I've kept From myself But I can't help If I hate who I am I want to be slaughtered like a lamb Now I'm just in shambles I scream but nothing come out Now I can't even pout I was give the guidance But I wasn't ready for the silence

Therapy Iley When ever you cross my mind you make me all smiley Hite When I'm with you I'm higher then a kite I don't know why you have this effect on me But when ever I think of you I'm in a tsunami My feelings toward you are unholy Because when I look at you you lift my poley I wish you where mine Your my kin- D of girl When ever I screw up I feel like I should hurl I can't control myself now I don't know how This even happend I don't know how to get out of this world I'm trapped in But I think I love you I know I sound like I'm a foo Cause I know in my heart that we will never be together But if you pull that lever I would be the best that I could be To make you happy Cause when you smile It can light of street lights for a mile One day I wish... To show you this But if you choose Tyler You'll rip apart my heart with a plier But I won't be mad I'll just sad If he's who you decide I need to confide That he's in love with Jill And your his antidepressant pill But I like you for who you are Freshmen year I like you from afar So I hope you choose the right verdict I know I know I'm not perfect You must know I love you laughs It helps me relax But a #poem needs an ending This has helped while our relationship is pending Goodbye now

My Feelings For You Right now I'm fucking mad So you bitch better gEt glad Cause I'm gonna bust some rhymes Like how bitches drop for dimes I hate fucking girls I mean all she does is hurl My heart at the ground I wouldn't want it to be the other way around I feel for you like no other I wish I wouldn't blunder When ever I'm around you It's just because i get emotional melt downs ewh I don't just want to fuck boo I would even lick I try so hard not to be a prick I'm sorry sweetheart Cause I know these feelings will depart If you know what I mean Mabey I'll become like Charlie sheen And just do major drugs So I can forget our late night hugs Why did you kiss me Did you just want to diss me You done a great job You hurt me more the an anal probe So fuck off I can't deal with it anymore You stupid whore You flirt with every guy you see Except for fucking me Especially Jeffry And I care the most You would have had a roast Ass if I wasn't there But like you even care I want to rip out my hair Whatever I'll get drunk So I'll get out of this bull shit emotional funk