Beginnings I'm probably in the minority, but I hate to start something new. I love the idea of new, and will thoroughly enjoy it until it no longer is... new, but never know how to begin anew. It's not that I want to hurry up and get to the middle, or end, there's just this weird, warm pressure I get low in my throat that I can't stand. Take this app, for example. Even as I type this, something is slowly gnawing away inside me. I'm watching my word count go up, feeling more at ease as it increases, knowing soon I won't be "new" to Opuss anymore. Fuck it, the end.