Ice Queen (Not finished needs work) She was the coldest woman he'd ever known, A heart of stone continuous monotone and rough sex , Cold nights against cold sheets , alone. no hugs or post coital kisses, Just pulling on clothes and goodbyes and flirtatious disses, But no plans for tomorrow and no calling her the " misses" She misses that strong emotional connection and despite carefully crafting her wall of immaculate primed femininity/ Inside her lurks a vulnerable little girl who just lost her virginity/ To a snowman/ A cool cat baseball hat smooth skin and a quick tongue/ He mesmerised her with his words and so young she was sprung / plucked her like unripened fruit/ Then broke loose inside her with no warning/ Cold tears rolled down her cheeks a quick fumble and her humble but inside she crumbled/ He spoke of a pill 'A pill ?' She said , He took her hand and reached for the clothes by the bed/ The waiting room was cold The nurse was kind but brief a swig of water taken with the pill and she felt his hand release/ 'Goodbye' he said, He left her on the street she walked home alone instead. Now the warmest hearts go unnoticed/ She wouldn't know an honest man if he slapped her in the face/ An ice queen.. Every compliment is just a ploy to do the things that they enjoy/ The most boring dates in nandos when really he just wants to go home and strip clothes/ Or does he? And too scared to get too close / Shes troubled by her past a heart filled with ghosts of liars and cheats/ Easier to talk to walls then to lie and speak/ Connect and eat/ She would rather get what she needs and leave...
