What Is That You Want? What is bondering you anyway? Do you want to get married? No.. Not now. What is your problem? Ae you pressured? Sort of. But i dont want to get myself in a situation that i am not ready for. I just want to gout actually, travel the world party, have lots of friends! Enjoy and appreciate #life in general. But i am the one who cur it. Im confining myself with one person with one world which i do not like. But then im also wary to get out of my comfort zone. People can sometimes mean and hurtful. Sohide in this shell. It just sucks. Deep inside me i know that i have so many to offer the world. Hut i remain stuck. And it really sucks.

Inspiration I need a quick dose of inspiration right away. I dont want to waste my time again, i have to be the best i can be today. I want to be inspired and start living again and embracing #life as it is. I am the captain of my ship as walt whitman says.. I really need thatquick dose. Ill breathe it in now.

Dilemma How do you break a heart gently? I have been dating someone new. When I was broken into pieces this person saved me from experiencing the impact of the heartbreak. I cried and cried for my loss but this person comforted me and help me stand on my feet again. The problem in this scenario is this person fell in love with me... I liked this person but I could not love someone new just yet. While dating this person, ex came back and I was confused. I still love my ex... The problem is that..if I go for ex, this person may do the same thing again and I will suffer another heartbreak... Now, what do i do with the other? How do i not break this person's heart..after tending to mine.

Numb A while ago, i looked at my ex's profile. He finally has someone new. After a year, he falls in love again. After our break up, we never got to talk again. Except, when his father died and when he was going to take the bar exam. I said my condolence and wish him luck in his examination. Every time i gotto talk with him, you still can feel the bitterness. He was still harrowing anger towards me. I was the one who left him after four years. I should have done this years earlier because I really didnot see him in my future. Don't get me wrong, he is almost a girl could ask for. Almost. Anyway, I'm affected that he ignored my last query. I was something aout a friend who was saying things behind my back, but that is another story. I guess, i really destroyed whatever is left of us. I'm assessing my feelings if i feel jealousy... No. No trace of it all. Numb. Sowhat i really felt was right thus he'll be thankful someday that we didnot end up together. Tell me,am i the ine whose bitter now?

I Will Forget You Soon I will forget you... And in that time you will regret because in that time you will not want me to forget everything. I predict that, it is when i am gone that you will know my worth. Right now you don't see because you are confident that you have me. As days pass us by, my love for you dwindles as you treat me like dirt. Right now, i am still in love with you, although i am blinded now...soon i will see andgn i will have a reason to leave and evemtually reason to forget. I hope you can bearthe pain of i losing the memory of you. I am supposed to be happy because i habe you but im gone