Why. after all you have out me through why must I still feel this why. Why do I sit here and let my self fall for you more and more each day..we don't even talk anymore. Seeing you with other girls really does kill me. but I can't let you know that because I need to pretend I'm stronger than that.

don't. don't come crawling back to me now. ive crude my eyes out for days upon days and you didn't care then so don't come back around thinking its okay now.

Enough is Enough. I'm don't being screwed with. I'm done letting you push me around like I am nothing. I am done with you trying to fuck with my emotions. Done with you thinking you can run me over and break me down until I am nothing. Dont come crying back to me because when you do I won't be here.

This Shit Is Old. You're games are old, You're love isn't true. I don't understand how you do what you do. You hurt me, You shake me, You bend and you bend and you break me. The scars and the pain I will never regain For the love I share for You just can't define.

It's Complicated. Cont. Finding out the person that you love might love somebody else is the worst feeling. I don't know why or how I do this. For two years I have put up with this hurt and pain. I should have been done I should have been over it. I don't understand why I am still with him or why I still do the things I do. Loving him should be easy. But it's not.