Come To Me I can see it again the light In my dreams the one I saw when I was dead He brought me back over And over again to torcher me once more I lie awake at night remembering what it was Like those two days Me screaming "god forgive me I'm sorry" over and over and ver again

The fear in my heart is enough to make it stop beating The shame is making me think none strait thoughts One thing to end it all and that is death but not yet is my time I will wait till the Lord gives me a sign

Do You Know "don't blush now" cassey said to Jake Indy moved from casseys lap and cassey got up and closed the stall door so Indy could sleep "Jake I've been thinking Indy should stay inside I can bring bell in and they can hang out in the arena" cassey said "really can he seriously" Jake said in excitement "yeah I've cleared with my parents so we are all set" said cassey Jake rapped his arms around cassey and picked her up and swung her in a circle "so now why do we do" Jake asked " let's get all the colts and let them run around for a few hours" cassey said before Jake kissed cassey after all the colts were in the arena cassey and Jake went in to have lunch a knock echoed from the front door " who is it"cassey asked "it's doctor colderin" the vet said "hi what can we do for you" cassey asked "I just came to check Indys legs" the vet said "oh ok well we will be right out in a minute" cassey said as she closed the front door after the vet checked indys legs "is rideable yet" Jake asked " yes he is his legs are fine and he will be good" the vet said

The Coldness Of Aloness The wind was cold the next day cassey got out of bed her floor cold and the air freezing in her room her phone rang a "gasp and who could that be so early but I have an idea" she picked her room phone up and a surprise to her ears "good morning sweetness sorry to call so early" Jake said "it's ok and good morning good lookin lol" cassey said " I'll be out late today I have a doctors appointment" Jake told her "oh ok that's cool thanks for telling me see you then kisses" cassey told Jake after she said the she heard a click and then nothing else cassey looked at te clock and the clock read 3:37 am she said "oh why did mom and dad have to go to that dumb week long meeting" she decided to get dressed and feed animals when she was done with the pigs and outside horses she walked in to the stalled barn and was welcomed by a Winnie from Indy "I'm happy to see you too Indy" cassey said to indy as indy ate cassey unrapped his legs and rerapped them with fresh vet rap the next time cassey looked at the clock it read 10:13 am and she didn't even hear jakes truck Jake walked into the stalled barn to check on Indy first and found cassey sitting down with indys head in her lap "hahaha well looks like you're staying warm" Jake said as he startled cassey "well at least I don't look like I'm on drugs" as jakes face changed from a smile to a blushing face

Whats Going On Indy was safe in a indoor stall where hopefully won't get hurt anymore Jake arrived with the vet an hour after she had called him the vet and Jake went to indies side cassey began chores and finished as soon as possible "Jake is Indy ok and when you have a moment we need to talk" cassey said to Jake cassey had never seen Jake with tears in his eyes like that Jake looked at cassey and said"no Indys legs are all cut up and what do u want to talk about" cassey thought for a moment I'll just drop it now she thought to her self the vet mr.colderin " well indies legs are fine and so is he just don't ride him for a few days" cassey said good bye to the vet while Jake was still with Indy cassey placed her hand on jakes shoulder and said" he can stay in side from now on so this dosent happen again" Jake didn't even say or look at her tears were running down his face cassey took tight hold of his shoulder and turned him around to face her she couldn't bare to see him like this she wiped the falling tears from his face and pulled him close and kissed him his eyes wider than they could be and then he closed his eyes and rapped his arms around cassey he look at cassey seconds after their kiss " cassey I'm sorry for being a fool it's just Indy is my best friend in the world" Jake said to cassey cassey brushed his hair back from his eyes "it's ok I know I just can't bare it when u cry Jake" with his arm around cassey keeping her close as if she was a priceless gift from a family member