PHANTOM I'm in love with a phantom Always there in my head You come alive at night And crawl into my bed But the presence is welcome There's nothing I want more To have back what I lost All I had with u before God knows tried to forget you memories refused to disappear And in a way I wasn't ready To say goodbye to u my dear I wonder who u are sometimes Why can't I seem to walk away My faith in God has disappeared Nothing happens when I pray People comment and pass advice Perhaps I just need to be tougher They say Forgetfulness is the key To all the losses we suffer

CLOSURE I sense your scent upon the breeze makes my heart stand to attention And memories lost replay ur face Exalting in the mention Burned, imprinted fingertips When they used to know ur face Desired loins still ache For their taken rightful place Reminders so bittersweet This callous memory still contains To throw back in my face And tinge me with its stains So revel now in memories past That once filled ur #life with light Worry not for slights incurred And prejudice in the fight Love I wished to conquer all Stalled in its beginnings Above our grave I now stand tall Having buried all my feelings.