#poems I want to eat but the voices tell me no, My friends say you don't have to listen to them so, I refuse to eat to stop the gain, Of the weight, I don't want that pain, The pain of humiliation of being fat, I just can't have that, I may over exercise to get rid of it, Or make myself throw up all of it, I enjoy the taste but I'd rather be skinny and purging, Then be oversized and binging, I want to eat but the voices tell me no, I am going to do what I'm told so. You are alone scared and half dead, Feeling cold and shivering in bed, Wrists stained red, Stomach grumbling you need to be fed, You're hungry and starving, But you want to lose weight and stop the craving, Wishing you were dead with suicide on your mind, You're in the house but with no one inside, The voices are screaming, You wish you were dreaming, As your temptation for food, You get in a mood, Note written, Rope tied, Gun loaded, Suicide.

It was a slight sound I could hear in the distance, it may have been dead silent but it was so quiet it shocked me within a heart beat. I was shaking I had no idea what it was so I decided to go check it out. I was looking straight down the hall of the hospital there was no one there I wondered where everyone was. I quietly opened the door to where I had heard the sound, I had no idea how I got to the hospital. The sound became clearer it was a heart monitor and it just stopped with a piercing long beep. A patient not much younger then me was there. I am 13 years old, medium length brown thin hair, clear white smile but I barely ever smiled, eyes as green as grass, my skin was parshly tan but pale because I was sick, my face was pale not exactly white but almost. "OUCH" I screamed I started getting this massive headache all of the memories that happened whilst the accident, I began to start crying I was looking for my sister who was as cheery as a cherry, she made me smile, she had strawberry blonde medium length hair, clear white smile, eyes as blue as the sky, skin as tan as golden brown dough, heart as big as to the#moonand back. She was nowhere to be seen, I checked up upon the girl who's heart monitor stopped I tried to resuscitate her by using the electric shock, I screamed "OH MY GOD IT WORKED" she had woken up, I gave her a massive hug. I think my heart stopped for a second, tears started falling from my cheeks I think she was in shock. I helped her out and we tried to find our way out but we couldn't, we both suddenly stopped our jaws dropped with fear a pale white beared faced old man came out of nowhere. We didn't know what to do.