Sometimes I just want to run away I don't know where to go maybe to the words or maybe just to China I'm not really sure with and Sundays I'm so happy you be here that but maybe it's just weren't supposed to be I don't like to be alone although I'm getting used to it it's Hargis is in this big house and just think about stuff and I'm so around here and flake I'm going to have to be strong when I'm not a strong with him supposed to be maybe I should just get out of my own kids of my own family but I don't really want to get married maybe that's where all the official insemination comes I cannot wait until she comes home to just kiss her and lover sweeter little cheeks is really excited she is my little buddy she slept with me and she hugged me and she love me no matter what I need to get a new car when it's good on gas I want a little red car before or one one the Teagan like maybe with the pay On it so she would have it because it is a kitty I really want to go to the ocean but I only want to go there with my best friend and Teagan of course Teagan she has to go I want my best friend to go because I wanted everything with her I love her more than anything in the world I would probably die for her I wish Traviswood no way I'm sick of this crap