24 Hours
Its amazing how much can change in 24 hours. If you asked me 48 hours ago if i ever saw myself being the one to end things today i would have told you you were crazy. You can tell from my previous posts. But a little over 24 hours ago i found out some information. That i am head over heels with the boy i was in a non-exclusive relationship with. He means the whole world to me. And i want him to not resent me. Its his senior year of college, he's a brand new 21 year old, and he's about to move out. He is NOT in love with me but he does like me enough to want me around. But, he feels guilty when he hooks up with other girls. I had made sure we were clear that he can do what he wants but just not to tell me. but the more he likes me the more he feels guilty but doesn't want to be tied down at the same time. So i made an executive decision to give him a way out. I let him go. I gave him no choice. If its meant to be in the future it'll happen. If its not meant to be in the future it wont. Im in love and am praying it will happen. But if its not meant to be then at least i made the best decision i could have at this time.
