Night Skies 5 I'm staring out into the darkness tonight. It's amazing and still. As I'm wondering, Why does everything in #life seem to subside and all its trivial nonsense is proved to be just that- meaningless. I'm gazing into the battered night sky and everything and anything that I thought mattered is heightened.. I keep playing a song over and over and I keep staring so blankly out into nothingness. Comfort and acceptance is mine. As the stars do nothing to set my soul at ease yet they have solved every single problem I've ever had.. My mind speaks freely into the night and the darkness is amazing.

Mind's a Mess I lay awake at night wishing you a good night all the while I lay in misery soaked in the memory of you. I cannot sleep 'cause your thought is barricading me I cannot escape nor do I care to. I stand still wishing upon stars falling they don't come true but for the moment it's the thought that counts. I lay sleepless and I miss you I hope that you have a good night even though I am so miserable. Your thoughts cheer me up I smile as I recall the moments we shared I'm spellbound. I'm misery at its lowest and you're still so amazing I'm madness at its best and you are so, so beautiful.

T.V Hurts my Brain! I'm on a deathlike edge. And I'm feeling mad, on a killing spree. Drown out the visuals, if you dare. You'll only unleash the hatred phase. Oh, I'm not out to portray. It's the opinion that makes you judge. And, maybe, I'm not too sure. But the idea is scary. The idea is just that. Oh, I'm on a deathlike trip. Out to destroy my mind. And I'm not too sure what to do. But I know I don't wanna fight it.

Motionless Words cannot dare to give what I feel for you meaning. I push you away. Denying. I use to think that it mattered. I still do - It's just that... I push you away. I cannot explain what I feel. I cannot believe them, either. I'm detached. Yet, the closest I've ever been. Words cannot dare to give what I feel for you meaning. What I do know, is that.. These smiles were real.

Open Closet Who knows what could be hiding behind the door.. No one has ever really looked. And what could possibly be looking back.. I doubt anyone ever cared to understand. But what if its the gentle truth that no one dares to acknowledge.. People are afraid of the unknown. They're afraid of the dark. They don't care to lend an ear. Ignorant minds judge, crucify, humiliate, and ruin. Whatever is behind that darkened door remains hidden and lost within its own darkness. With careless actions it is bludgeoned into submission without the chance to speak its truth.. Ignorance unrealized. A martyr tightens his own noose. Through the open door many possibilities could be thought, but no one cares to dwell upon them. The darkness pleads to be released. And yet, the door is shut tight without a second thought. I suppose it never really mattered. Camouflaged deeply in its sorrow.