After Story That moment when your just about over it and so done that you just want to call it off,but you stay instead because you think maybe just maybe he'll prove to you that he's not like the others. Hurt is an understatement that is when it comes to how it feels right now; so your stuck listening to chasing coy and Boyce avenue thinking of how it could be well how it should be. Doing all these things to keep him, for what? So he can keep hurting you? No, the words used against you isn't fair to you do you really need that?, I mean this mixed with your home #life just makes it a lot more harder than it should. A man should take you by the hand,kiss you,make you feel like you make the world go round,like from a movie; but instead you get this. In the beginning it was like that were it was forever and always; but forever and always doesn't happen now does it?

Daniel Smith He instantly tore through the wall I built up I was sure no one could do that he picked me up and swept me off of my feet I'm sure we can't stop talking to each other I swear we have a lot in he cares out of being beaten and bruised he took that little heart and put all the pieces back together swearing to me that he would never break it well I really hope not and after a day i can say this boy is probably the one I want for me i hope this lasts I hope this is for real and I hope he doesn't give my heart back broken like many before him I can't say anymore how much he cares and how much he means to me I started to think for a minute that soul mates aren't real love doesn't exist and that this only happens in movies but it's not I was wrong this is real I just hope this lasts forever.

The Illness And The Wall Today was rather different I realized something really important.....that I can't be broken hearted my heart does Something to my whole body that makes me sick. The wall I built up is rather strong and I like this wall. I pushed him away not because I'm not attracted to him its because I don't want to feel like that again. I pulled away when he tried to kiss me I mean he kissed my cheek but I just don't want to get close to anyone for that matter anyways. It was all I wished for but do I really need to end up hurt again? No thats ok. I've found the cure to my illness it's quite simple it's keeping the wall up and never taking it down the wall and my illness hand in hand made of concrete,bricks,and steel. To teach me what happens when you fall too hard and you break into a million pieces that's why it's called falling in love and that's why in the end it's called a break up.its real tough but I have to do this! For me! To protect myself! Brick on brick stuck together with my blood I shed;and the emotions,yeah that supports my wall that acts like steel. I never ever ever want to fall ill like that again.

A Daughters Cry Sticks and stones they break her bones your words are what most hurt her no one loves but Soon some one could burry her then shed know how bad her words Hurt her baby her atomic blows bruise her soul she's barely hanging on words pressed on to the screen save her. She softly escapes through her songs. She desperately defends while the evil mother steps in and again and again bruises she soon loses her grip beaten by the words over and over. Why? She won't know. The Hurt bruised soul will never heal. In the evil mothers eyes mistakes are like committing a crime you really deserve to be punished. like Jenny she wishes to fly like a bird and fly far far away.

Monster How did this once amazing sweet person turn in to a complete monster without warning it's consuming everyone it takes and it has always happened to me taking its victims by surprise people I love,people I admire,and people I once called friend. Why monster why must you take these people from me and then linger within them to do what's not right ? Do you even care dear monster? I guess not. Pushing and pushing till the end some you eat up and some get away your optical illusions making them feel on top of the world but all you do is trick them distorting all within them,but someday monster you'll die out because we will be so much powerful than you.