Pure Hatred I literally hate getting up so early. Probably not that early by some standards but I never go to bed in time so getting up after 5 hours kip makes me soooooo upsett. Stupid morning shifts!!!!

Leaves And Dust Chub club have told me I need to loose 3 1/2 stones to be healthy. I thought I was fairly healthy anyway an that I looked ok. That's loads of weight....... No more of anything for me now just leaves and dust I think

Binge Diet I decided I'm going back to chub club on Thursday which of course means I need to eat as much as I can for the next day. It started yesterday. Chicken wings, chilli cheese burger and chips for dinner. Chicken katsu curry for tea then a full packet of throntons millionaires shortbread 3 biscuits a packet of live hearts a packet of refreshers and a packet of space invaders. Not to mentions a full tub of Ben and jerrys cookie dough ice cream!!! Why do women do this!!!!!!!! God damn my brain. I always think i will be more popular/pretty/attractive/funny/successful if I'm thinner. Why? Why would I possibly think this? It's maddness. Anyway still looking forward to chub club none the less

Babies Babies Babies My best friend told me she was pregnant today I was so happy I cried good times!!!!!

Red Soup 12 tomatoes 3 carrots 3 sticks of celery 2 red peppers 2 chilli 5 cloves of garlic A bit of paprika Salt and pepper Chicken stock and water Chop everything up ( no peeling required) Put it in a pan and bring to boil. Summer for an hour then blend Add cream if you like. Leave it out if you want It's amazing