Need I need time on my own To center me and make Me whole.. No distractions to smother me or woes to consume.. Just need time alone.. #life gives you no such time.. It hemps you in and makes you conform.. Buries you in rules and fear.. When all you want is to scream and disappear..

Blessed Be Earth we love Protect and keep Air we breathe Pure and deep Water for #life Cold and blue Fire of the sun Warm and new Look to the moon She is near Set your circle Keep it clear By candle light Watch it flicker Left to right All is Wicca Incant our words Let it flow Set the path Watch it go No rebound to pass In the light Step to the dark You take a chance The mirrors black Deep within Concentrate Now begin Three times are we Three times for sure Three times a charm Three times more

To Be Don't make me stay for it's the hardest thing I'll ever do. But I'll do it for you, and every step I'll count to bide my time . This path is long and dark but I'll keep struggling on, for you. My dream is ahead .. Just out of reach.. But I'll keep going.. Fast or slow, this path is long, I'll keep going for you. Pushing forward, taking the knocks, keep going, for you. When the road stops, I know it must some day, I can finally Be..

Not There Another Christmas will come and go.. But when we look around your not there.. The tree is lit while presents decorate underneath.. But when I look around your not there.. The Christmas dinner is hard to beat.. How you loved to eat.. And after we'd find you sound asleep.. Another Christmas we carry on and don't mention the vacant seat.. I miss you dad everyday and still don't know why you went away.. The way you'd potter about in your shed or fixing a neighbours gate.. Your favourite chair by the TV .. It's gone now .. We just couldn't bear to see it empty and put it away... I don't like to visit you it's hard for me you see.. I still struggle with why you went away.. And keep looking around.. But your not there..

Two Face A flip of the coin to see what you get A respectable married man you bet Weaving such a tapestry A pillar of his community exempt from impunity An important career in the city That gives him security His self worth is high Surely it's not all a lie.. A flip of the coin see what you get A pathological liar to boot who bed hops .. What a brute He's nasty he's mean Doesn't care if it hurts has long as he's keen And when he gets bored He's Mr. Mean He'll slip away quietly You'll never know If your lucky a text What a blow It must be hard to keep the facade One little slip and he's flawed But he'll quickly recover Has you look away But a lesson well learned And yes you've be burned But stronger you are No longer the prey