Fit In I used to put myself in a place that was not belong to me. It was difficult, heart-broken, exhausted and faked me. Now I found a place where I can relax and be who I am. I found myself happier. And i know This is where I'm belong to, and it is belong to me too. And I'll treasure it as it does to me.

Sunday Church I went to church today. This was the second go to that church. I'm not a Christian, but everything in church, especially the music touches me a lot. So whenever I felt depressed or sad, I always think of going to a church. But this time was different, I went there to celebrate thanksgiving season. And I met a guy in the youth group. We sang, talked, and joked around with our friends. But I felt he paid a lot of attention on me. Not sure if it's because I was new? He asked where I go to school and where I am planning to go next year for college and for what major? He said I should go to his school, and also asked me to go to the church every week. When we were singing, he stood behind me. When we were talking group pictures, he rushed to stand next to me, and put his hand on my shoulder. When I was preparing to leave, he asked me if I was leaving, and gave me a waving...what were all these about? He was just trying to welcome a new member to the church, or it's supposed to mean more than that? Am I thinking too much. But the thing is I had so much fun today

Mean Folks They are so pretty, They are so smart, They are so outstanding, They are so strong. But why they are so mean? I am so ugly, I am so dumb, I am so stupid, I am so weak. I decide to walk away from the center, and hide at the corner.

Thanksgiving Break Being a high school senior, I get to stay home finish up my college applications. Wish me luck!

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