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What Does He Feel This is about tim. He was my friend in high school. We were really close and we tell each other everything. We were good friends, he was even my "fool around, crazy" buddy. (back in high school) So christmas season came. And our school has this night party before the christmas break. And we just spent the whole night talking to each other. Long story short--he confessed that he has feelings for me ever since the week after we met and has been trying to ignore it for the sake of our friendship but he just fell in love with me even more at the party. Even though we were friends, i gave him/us a chance to try and see if it will work. Months before our graduation i can say that we were exclusively dating. After five months college came. We were not school mates anymore. After a week. We broke up. It was not horrible. It was a decent break-up, although it was just through a long sms conversation. ever since our Break-up we have only seen each other twice(unintentionally) The first one was the worst it was really awkward, i smiled but he turned away and started to blush and pull away from the girl he was with. And i was so nervous that i acted a bit weird. The second one was on our school (the school had a sports fest and we all watched). It was really cold. We were Gathered in one table(cause we have the same set of friends) and he barely even had his eyes pass by me. Cold. So here's my dilema. Yesterday, we accidentaly took the same van otw home(our colleges are pretty close). When i saw him i was shocked but just for a few seconds. After that i smiled at him. I was not feeling nervous, awkward and excited anymore. It felt like he was still my friend just like the old times. And he smiled back at me after he unexpectedly saw me. But the whole time that we were waiting in line we did not even talked or even looked at each other. Well i know that im completely over the awkwardness and the whole getting over the past. But what about him? Why didn't he talked to me or even looked at me? I was hoping we could still be friends but its like for him.. We were strangers. UGH! Just wanna know what he felt. You? What do you think?

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