To Mum And Dad I m not a parent so to understand is hard for me Your children don t speak and you can t see That you can fall out with anyone you pick as a friend But your sibling s can Hurt you right til the end They say blood is thicker than water So I want to shout I m still your daughter I love both of you in a very special way But am sensitive to the words that you say You can make me smile and laugh out loud And of you I m protectively proud I guess you will never be totally at ease As I can t forgive my brother so please Let me be your child youngest of two Who will forever look out for the both of you I ll visit and cook and garden and care I ll keep close by phone if I ve gone somewhere I ll be there to enjoy your moods every one But don t ask me to share them with your son For the past makes us what we are today And I know you d not like what I could say So keep seeing him for his good side is fine And try to accept the best side of mine We both love you of that there is no doubt But this is not the problem it's not what it's about You have to stop making me feel I m to blame For our problems have longevity and I know he feels the same The difference is confidence and he has a lot Even probably my share he got For he can turn up and be all cool Making me look like an overeacting fool I m sorry I ve seemed to let you down again Believe me when I say that it's not just you in pain I ll continue to seek your approval, it's my way And I will love you unconditionally that's all I got left to say x. By helene x