Sleep Sometimes it's hard to find, sometimes impossible. Sometimes there are reasons it doesn't come to you and sometimes there aren't. Sometimes it completely overwhelms you, welcomed or not. It can steal the best part of your day away, or it can leave you thinking all through the night. Right now- I would welcome it with open arms and embrace it. But sleep does not exist for me anymore. I'm forced to lie awake and think of my #life or philosophical situations for hours on end and it drives me mad. But sleep isn't the kind of thing you can take control of. It is something which you expect to happen, and you must trust its occurrence each night. You must appreciate it or it will disappear- and it's at this point you'll regret all the times you've stayed awake for no good reason. All I want is some sleep. But then when you do sleep it can engulf you and it will refuse to release you back into the world. I don't mind if sleep would do that for me now- I just need a rest from my mind for a few nights.