Clinging Standing at the gates of freedom Reach a hand to the sky, I take it back; it's denied So close, yet so, so far But I don't close my eyes Not believing their lies Twisted and torn, The truth's been perverted I let out a sigh Still my hopes are high... I'm walking in shallow waters And the thorns, they're sharp I can't see them; it's dark Since sunshine has drifted away And the blue skies are gone Seems the blackness has won And I can't seem to find my way And so they pierce me I'm fighting back fiercely... They say that there once was a light That streched far and wide And the demon would hide Some say that the light still exists But the demons returned And the evil is worse Question marks, anger sparks Confusion protrudes Since my thoughts were abused I'm pushin my way through the marshes Slowly starts to rain Crying from the pain Mud is thick, and it's getting deeper Moving gets harder Problems grow larger Thunder clashes, faith turns to ashes Which way to turn Without getting burned Here I am! Can't you see me? Prove that beliveing Is not all decieving I see dry land on the horizon And so now I swim If I'm lucky I'll win Up above, there goes down a storm But it's inside my heart Where the colds really formed Wind lashes across my face Just a few feet now I'll be reaching dry ground Holding on, I'm gonna make it And I ramble on Won't stop being strong Not sure where I have the strength But I won't complain Long as I'm still sane I reach out for the concrete floor Run for the middle Feeling so little There I stand, under the trees And I look up above, Where is the love And my tears falling down form a pool at my grounds And I let myself go And I scream to the world Nerves are on fire, It's the cry of the youth And the voice, it echoes a thousand times Dear GD Where are you?