Death Is Not The Only Option Chapter Something Sorry for uploading such random parts of my story, haven't had the time to write more, this is a follow on from my last post! If anything were to change like I had expected it to, it wouldn't be minor. It would be more than noticeable, in fact I probably wouldn't be able to talk anymore, let alone walk on the earth plane without anyone's eyes seeing what I really am. I also wouldn't have been able to watch my own funeral, it's not everyday that you see everyone mourning over your death, you especially don't expect to die when your sixteen, so when your suddenly trying to get the attention of your family members of which are surrounding your coffin, containing your dead body, it comes as a bit of a a shock to you. When I was alive I heard all these stories about how if your bad you go to hell and I'd your good you go to heaven. Well, the place I've sadly ended up is a place in m between, a place called limbo. I would say its better than living in earth but then I would be lying. To love in limbo, you have to make sacrifices, some are worse than others, whereas some are better. I would give anything to be back in the earth plane and with my family again, but the problem is, you can't get brought back to #life. That is one of the things that is impossible to accomplish. Resurrection. My hopes and my dreams are now revolving around that one small word. If I were to have one more chance at #life, I know I would take it in both hands and live it to my full extent. I wouldn't take precautions because I'm too scared to be who I really am. I wouldn't change myself to make other people happy. I wouldn't fall for people I know wont love me back. That's one thing I regret. Not saying how I really feel. I used to dream about getting married when I grew up. Living my #life. But without the confidence to do so, that dream was pretty much beyond existence right from the beginning. Like if I should continue from the start!<3