My Paradox Of Change I feel so out of place, so unwanted. I need a change, quick. But I'm so goddamn scared of change. How ironic. That which I need the most is very thing that I fear the most. Even more paradoxical is my ever-looming graduation. Less than two weeks. After that, everything changes. The people I know, the places I'm familiar with, the routine I've maintained for twelve years...all of it is going to be gone. Perhaps the worst part is the fact that I'm incapable of preventing this. It's impossible. Fuck me. I need a damn cig, but I'm out until tomorrow. Fuck me running. Right now, I want to die. Fuck.
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