Being Me-chapter2 He sat near me in most lessons and when ever I looked around his eyes would be staring straight at me as he gave a cheesy grin, I rushed home excitedly, was this a date? Then my dreams were shattered as I remembered..my parents wouldn't let me date...let me have friends...but this time, there was a feeling inside of me that didn't care about school work for once. "hey mum" I called to the kitchen while she read her book "hi darling, I expect you to be practising for those exams?" she said barely looking up from her book 'sleep less horror' "actually.." I said swallowing, I've never lied about were I have gone or anything like that before, I was made to be the perfect girl but I don't want to be... " I'm planning on going to the library? There's a contest for #poems and there's a revision class" I said as my heart skipped a beat, My mum looked up from her book this time, "what time?" she said with eyes peering "7:30" "isn't that a bit late?" she said as her eye brows lifted. "no mum, it's not for the older kids, may I go? It's got fantastic classes and things, I'll be back at 9" "hm..ok" she said sending me away curiously, was she on to me? I ran upstairs in a hurry, oh god! What was I going to wear? I was never allowed pretty little dresses and shoes only trousers and dumb tops...I had to look good....