Deep So my #life is complete with everything and anything I could ask for, and I don't mean money. I have a wonderful family, (more or less,) adorable dogs, fabulous friends and an incredible fiancé. I love them all very very dearly I do but, sometimes I can't help but feel like there might be something missing. Some months before my period we have scares, I know this is bad, but for some reason, when I wait, I get these funny flutters in my tummy, like the excitement of maybe, possibly having a little boy or girl. I've had this conversation so many different times with different people but each have a different opinion. I sometimes feel that if I had a little one I may feel a little more complete. Like, when you have someone who you need and can't live without them, but like, having someone who needs you and always will, and always will love me unconditionally. If I was to have a little one now, I feel like it would be ok. People I know have had baby's really young and havn't had the right kind of support and are backwards and forwards with their partners. I havn't split up with my fiancé once in 2 whole years, so we would be ok like. We'd be a proper old fashioned family, I'd cook and look after little one and my fiancé would do whatever he wants all day! We would be happy. He's petrified of children, that's a problem, we are so very broke and don't have jobs, that's a problem, we don't have our own place, may be a problem. We have love, that's important. On the other hand, it would ruin my #life, or would they make it better..