6 Calories There was one day I remember and I'll never forget. It was a Friday and the thing about this Friday was that i had only eaten 6calories. Those six calories were from a few minuscule carrot sticks I had snacked on at lunch time. I skipped breakfast and I got a subway on the way to my youth group "which I was going to eat once I got inside." it was dropped In the bin. Lies. That day was full of them. And by thê end, the pain I was in, not emotional pain but physical bodily pain I felt was so bad. I remember in worship bawling my eyes out because of the physical pain I felt, because of the crap I knew I was in and the mental state in general I was that night. I remember being comforted by Alyson (if you don't know her see "Pain #3"), and desperately wanting to tell her, to get it off my chest but knowing that I couldn't tell her that because legally she would have to tell my parents. It was so hard to not tell her. I just let her comfort me, knowing that I was slowly killing myself. As unhealthy as it was, I was and still am SO proud of those 6calories Made me feel strong and pretty.