Hiatus I took a break from Opuss to set my mind straight. Its been a while since my last post but I am happy to be back. I've had clear my mind because I could not get over the loss of a girl who I loved most dearly. The deep wound in my heart was painful but I'm glad to have felt it and know in my heart that I was lucky to have loved this girl. To be with the one who could make my heart beat crazily. The one whose smile makes my heart feels warm. The one whose hands make me happy and lighthearted. But those are memories, sweet loving memories. I have to move on. I've spent so many years selfishly blaming and feeling sad for myself. I never once thought about her and how sad she would be if she saw me. Thank you to this wonderful girl. I hope that where ever she is she is happy. To me she will always be number 1 in my heart.