Memoirs Of A Gay Shhh I clasp the drink sitting in my hand as if someone at any given moment is going to rush past and snatch it from me. To say its been a long, hard week is an understatement. Yes, I hear you, we all have 'those' weeks, but really when I tell you that this has been a tough week, I make no misjudgement. When you realise that your whole world has come crashing down around your feet, only to leave a small pile of possessions, which on reflection, really does not amount to as much as you had thought, I can’t help but wonder; "Where did I go so wrong?"