I am very lost. I can start up anything. Pls help! I love to organize our eating habit to be more health. I love to invent new food. But I don't how to start it up. I only ask my closer person for help. But he never know me. I want to leave. But I got a son. My happy smile, my hope has gone for long long ago. Left worry, scare, hopeless with me. But thanks god, i have this little guy. Hope right after he success, god take me with him.