First. This is my first entry in Opuss. I hope Im doing this right. Im am 27 year old guy who looks younger and thinks lesser by my age or so they say. I was a late bloomer compared to others and have just started out exploring for the past few years. #life before was much more simpler; Im only going on schooling, church, then direct home to my solitude and family service but ever since my exploration began, my perception in #life has never been more complicated, as if I have become a major lego piece in somebody else's #life. Well it would be easy if sharing your #life only with one person, but adjusting my time and schedule to the multitude of the people I became 'friends' with is a different story. I have learned the taste of alcohol, of sex, of sleeping under sommebody else's roof drunk and almost got raped. I learned to love, and be loved, and got broken, and then love again, and broken and again and again. #life was never more fun as in complicated. It feels Im a pig squealing for excitement when faced in the dirty mud, uncompared to how I was brought up. #life is one big party. Recently, my ex just called me and. Told me he was going away to some middle east country to work. He was crying and told me that he still love me, even if he already has someone new. I am to meet him in the next few minutes though Im not sure if Im doing it right. Im so sleepy, I just came out of my hospital duty. I need to take a shower, wish me luck..