Another Night Without you That moment when your chest feels so tight that your heart can't move. If almost feels like a ton of weights are on you, crushing you slowly, making it hard to breathe. You look around for a familiar face, but tears makes it difficult to see. You reach out, but no one takes your hand. You close your eyes, desperately trying to find a memory that would make you smile, but the cold night keeps telling you, "you're gonna die" .... Desperation makes you look for what you can't have, but everything reminds you of what you really want. And the night can't take you away quick enough. And there's nothing else to do but cry. And tears pour out endlessly. Your head hurts, You still can't breathe. You feel this invisible hands reaching inside you squeezing your heart making it hard to beat. It's all so real, you just want it to stop. All you want, is some magical bliss to take everything away. To erase your memories. To take your fears. To make you smile again. You want to forget how to love, and that you ever loved. You pray for that miracle, until your voice is hoarse, but you remember, you're not worth it. And you cry... Because those words still ring in your ears, and sink your heart. That muscle that can hardly move. Then nothing. .. The mind gave up, Your heavy, swollen eyelids that can not longer hold up, bring you the darkness you were waiting for. Your mouth is dry. Your head hurts. You gave all you could for one night. In a split of a moment the alarm goes off, And you wake up. Your eyes are puffy, makeup smeared under your eyes. You woke up alone... Again ... And like every day, You can only ask why? ....