#life keeps moving weather you move or not it's doesn't stand still just because you're trapped in a thought imprisoned in the memories but they have moved on Heart forever stuck on replay even tho he's long gone I'm not holding my breath I know he not coming back I just let the current take me as I fade into the black I cannot fight the the feelings that refuse to die To the person I once was Iv said goodbye She's buried in the grave and can't be revived But my hearts still beating my body itself has survived Tho sometimes I don't even know why I'm emotionally ruined I randomly cry Iv gone off the rails of sensible thinking Reckless and unpredictable Iv become here I am sinking Iv gone wild attention I go chasing Hoping to not think to do some mind erasing Trying to numb the pain with other emotion Trying to over ride the memories like some magic potion But sadly #life doesn't work like that as much as you wished it did the memories still break through Because even after two years and all theses changes at night when I go to sleep I still dream of you