Break Time Thoughts. You want to be different. You want to write her a letter, she'll appreciate the time. You even tried to store her home address in your mind. You want to call her just to let her know shes on your mind, the universe reminds you with a multitude of signs. Days and nights blur into one. No laughter. No joy. No fun. Ride or die, always by your side. I could kill a dozen men and she'd do the time. Rare soul to find roaming alone in this world. She opened up and invited you into her realm. Countless moments to bond and be ourselves. But when you decide to rather stick by yourself, not for any reason but various reasons at the same time. This right here is the worst type of crime. Killer of love, killer of dreams, killer of the future all seems so mean. I held the gun and pulled the trigger, the heart of ice will rebuild bigger. #life isnt over, we still have years to go..