I Want It! Something there and I don’t know what, I still want it. Even without knowing, I yearn for it. I think I know what it is, it’s a craving. I push and pull, craving it. I will never find it. It’s almost mourning for it. I can see it, I can feel it. It’s a need I create nervousness. A necessity! It’s there and I throw it away. Is it the wanting I want? Is it the yearning I yearn? Is it the craving I crave? Do I need to mourn? It is not a necessity! I continue to live in limbo Wanting, yearning, craving, mourning. The need isn’t the question, the need is the answer. The need is the necessity, not knowing is the cause. I don’t need to know, I need the need I want the want, the yearn, the craving, the mourning. That, is the necessity…
