End Of The Road I just called time on my marriage, and this time I know it is for good. We've been walking on thin ice and trudging through the mud. You cannot say I haven't tried when my hearts been broken for a while. Remember I said we'd go again- I also said it was a trial. The betrayal still hurts every day, it burns me from my core. My thoughts are so untamed- I cannot take this pain anymore. If I said I am not scared then that would be a lie. I've given you my best years, so I'll sit alone and cry. On my own with our two girls, that's what I face next. If only you hadn't cheated on me and I didn't still feel so vexed. Neither of us are happy now, my issues crush us both. I want you to be happy babe, but with me there is no growth. We've had our day, the ship has sailed and it rips me deep inside. But we need to be happy souls and our love has forever died.