Veil Of Maya Stagnant And #lifeless Although I say the opposite. Although I teach the opposite. Death Lingers in my veins The smell of defacation Helps me see that Slowly I'm rotting inside. Because I let my heart die. I thought it would be romantic to let you shoot an arrow in my heart But, I didn't know it had poison. Now here I lay Surrounded by mantras And asanas Hoping that the smell goes away. Your sickness Makes me hurt Although I should be Moving on I lie in my bed And sing to myself the same old Song Trying to melt The ice cube that surrounds my heart Trying to clean the smell of corpses Because you wont get better. the veil of maya will one day be removed Digging and digging in the dirt until You come face to face with your light. Where everything is so divine until then I'll sit here at 4am With this pain in my heart That over welcomes its stay. Eyes wide open Like a robot. Pain like a soldier And heart of a tyrant. I don't recognize this girl. The real me is screaming inside, begging to shine. Wanting to smile she's so scared of getting beaten down. Until then, i'll keep her safe, till she's strong enough to come out and shine again.