I Am An Addicted [Reworked] I am an addicted Repeat the words I am an addicted You are a purist Not straight edge but You have a good relationship With all things bad for you You fast on ramadan You only drink on feast days And you would never take My words into your mouth We are an impossibility But I Am addicted to those And even now, three months later I still walk around craving you I tried other things Sex, sugar, marijuana You are my heroin I tried other people I want to forget their names They weren't anything like you I walk around in hunger And I can see now what they mean With that an alcoholic recovered Still always is an alcoholic I too have a thirst that can't be stilled I'm a dark room filled with mirrors Sniffing coke off my new boyfriend's skin Trying to find something stronger Something to suck you out of me Like a vacuum cleaner That sucks a breath away Still the dark is shimmering Calling from within I want to talk Just talk to him Nothing more just talk just fall just lay there in his arms again And have him falling too Eyes locked in mine again just talking I'm an alcoholic that's not drinking A junkie that can't get his fix I am an addicted Repeat the words I am an addicted Stuck in the need for you