2016 Raindrops like tear drops I dare to taste. Pure but yet toxic against my throat. My knees burn like the fire I breathe, "Oh lord Take this pain away for I can not handle." I used to be able to see the dust stars in the sun beams or listen to the swift jazz among the trees but I've lost the love and the sight to capture the beauty in everything. Hope and faith vanished just like that baby blue ocean. Oh how I miss the insane crashes against the jagged hillside or how the sand suddenly turned from white to dark brown whenever washed over by the afternoon tide. I missed talking to the man arest in the moon. It had been the only face to smile. Nowadays I'm drowing under the insidious clouds, melting in the grey glow of everything. The angels are shivering for it has grown cold. Bitter like world has unfolded. I feel no more, see no more, hear no more music. Silent, hell-like. The lights have come to their death and the statues lay in pieces. Lungs of heavy weight from the ash of a million burning buildings. Who am I to change the world? I'm very well able but... I have no idea what to do.