Longing For Self Destruction Have you ever wanted someone more than air Like the oxygen you breath they are naturally always there They course through your mind with every heart beat And yet the time you see them is fleet Have you ever craved a person so bad That when they disappear you want to put up a want ad "Looking for a lover who's troubled and broken Despite the fact thier always smiling an outspoken A lover like a river in the dead of night Who's bottom is just beyond eye sight Yet call for you to find the ground Even if it means you jump in and drown." Have you ever been attracted to another crazy To the point your own sanity becomes hazy Have you ever needed the wrong thing in #life Wanted needed it, like the end of a knife...
