Shadows Chasing Me I dont know what to think anymore i know the past is in the past but its bugging me. The tension is deppressing and old nightmares are echoeing in my mind. I try to push them to the back of my mind where i pushed all the other memories we had together but they keep popping back up again like a floating duck in the bath. I know its stupid but im as traumatized as being in the aftermath of a horrific car crash. Many would call me an animal if they saw me living the way that i am. Im being pulled into tragedies constantlly but this one is torturing me and i cant live in the shade. The memories, the nightmares theyre shadows chasing me.