Soliderity Will I never find love? Will no one ever take me seriously? No one understands. They think I am a joke. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. How can I make them see. See what I see. I want someone to be my everything. I want to be everything to someone. They just look at the cover of my book. Why won't they look closer? I may be unbreakable. But a stone cannot stand by itself. I know that I'm not perfect. But neither is anyone else. That's okay right? I stumble down this broken path while everyone skips for joy. They have people to support them. I have my thoughts. My terrible, heartless, malicious thoughts. I strain to keep from falling under their pressure. Everyday I see how the world moves on without me. No one notices. No one cares. They have fun together, lifting eachother up. While I sit in this dark room. Tearing myself apart. Can anyone help me now? Can I be saved? Will anyone save me? Will they be able to look past my imperfections and see who I really am? A terrified little girl. Stuck in an adult's body. Waiting for someone to help her see the good in the world again. Or will they move on. Not even noticing me? Leaving me in their wake. Will I walk forever alone? Separated from society? How long do I have to wait? It's driving me insane. I won't last much longer. I may just slip away. Into this pool of darkness. My safe haven.