Lost I sit inside the hospital And hold you in my hands. The overriding disinfectant Is just too much to stand. My cheeks are wet with falling tears Which fall onto your skin. You're much too small amd fragile Much too pale and thin. The nurses? They left hours ago, My 'moment' turned to hours. The room is grey and #lifeless; I binned your teddy bears and flowers. My husband went and left us both, He couldn't stand to see Me blindly looking down at you And you never looking back at me.