Listen can you hear my thoughts? Can you feel my heart? Can You hear me speak under my breath? Or hear my heart breaking apart? Oh how I wish you knew What I am going through All these troubles killing me inside That every time you look, I hide. Can you even notice my puffy eyes On the next day, don't you realize? Can't you hear me oftentimes sniffing at night? Can't you question "did she had a fight?" I am trying my best to hide All these troubles I felt inside But at the same time I wanted you To really know the truth. Listen, I really wanted you to realize That I am really broken inside I wish you could hear me out now While I cry and pray aloud. Nothing is going right i easily lose when we fight I am trying to hold back my tears Whenever you call me "worthless", I fear. I always wanted to tell to myself I can do this without any help I always keep to myself all your words Advices, sermons and most of the hurtful words. Little did I know, I'm losing my self-worth Thinking I deserve all these hurts Accepting the fact that I'm a failure, In your eyes and in the eyes of my father I lost all what I expect in myself I wanted to put myself on the shelf I don't ever want to cause trouble I want these all to me, just subtle. I always pray at night before I sleep Asking God how will I keep? All these misunderstandings And all these stupid things I often tell to God, "please Let your light enlighten her heart Because I really do missed All the things we did when we're not apart" All the time I'm living in blue That's because the reason is you. Even if I already told my troubles to anyone I still need you to listen to me, Mom.