Where am i I cant feel joy Unable to recognice strife Caught up in the hoi polloi I never thought Id be so shallow My river draught All i do is wallow In self pity Refusing to make a stand a victim of my city A drummer in a band Who cant even play So many talents Still concealed Lacking balance No interests revealed Will i ever determine Who i really am get a peak in What turns me to a lamb When shit goes south And i pretend to to give a damn Fighting my battles with my mouth