Demons I cant face today Pushing dark clouds, demons, and my grave away.... • SAME FACE • SAME BODY • THAT WAS happy ONLY YESTERDAY I CANT FAKE TODAY IM NOT OK, IM NOT ALRIGHT IT DOESN'T BLEED LIKE A CUT IT DOESN'T HEAL LIKE A WOUND MY soul is ACHING, that, you cannot see. The black hole hurting deep inside me I look back & I WONDER when demon CHOSE ME. He's my hurt, my pain my misery & cut veins. HE took all my PASSIONS, MY CONFIDANCE & JOY - KEEPING ME TO HIMSELF, leaving me lonely & shy. Sad little girl... All by herself.... bad times at school... Hoping my demon go creep bad bitches out. I CAN FACE TODAY KEEP UP THE STRENGHT HIDING THE PAIN, THIS TICKING TIME BOMB demons always ready to play I CAN FACE TODAY SUN ON MY FACE, AUTUMN IN THE AIR GAINING MOTIVATION, WANTING GOOD CONVERSATION. The good days will come I'll have my fun, my walk in the park. cold beer in the sun Days turn to bad when demon comes at me, massive tsunami, tripping me up, taking control.... dark clouds, demon's... grave dug, ashes & dust Demon he owns me. Not 'giving' me back. I can face today Today is all we have.... One day at a time is mu favourite line