random self help writing I'm finally over you, i thought you should know that after the same amount of time we were together I've finally healed i told you i was the sensitive type but i guess i didn't even know the extent of this wishing for a gift a break a moment of happiness seems an impossibility now no.. not because of you because of the type of person i am now i feel as if i need to leave my home leave this place and never look back for there are too many memories in this place.. home "home is where the heart is" thats the saying right? then.. why do i feel there is no home for me? do i not have a heart anymore? did you take it? did you give it away? where are the emotions i used to feel about everything? am i a husk? but I'm over you id like to reiterate but as i was getting over you i found myself feeling the only way for me to break free of this feeling is to go quiet and think just think i never knew what effect this would have on me i shouldn't have kept quiet because the type of person i am now is afraid of talking to people without knowing why they call this social anxiety but what im afraid of isn't making a new friend its keeping that friend I'm afraid ill have my heart back again and get hurt again it sucks and i wish i could change it on my own... but i cant... i need a friend a good friend who wont give up trying to help me feel more confident because i get quiet