My First Day In Heaven It wasn't my choice to go And I know it is a huge blow And if I had a few more minutes I would say I love them too much please let me stay But now I am here the love that surrounds me is unreal You cant even imagine how good this feels Anything less than perfect I would miss The love I had with you was sheer bliss I didnt know it would be this great And it is hard to imagine why I had to wait But the people left behind I know will struggle How will they get through this strange muddle? I can send you thoughts that I am fine And tell you will be forever mine I can give you hugs to say that I am still near But dont feel sad for me as I still love you dear I am now doing great and preparing a space Where we can party and it will be at my place But you have to continue that is how it works And it will one day become clear so it no longer hurts Until then love me but live your #life Remember my best bits and forget the strife Cry and hug each other for me if you must But on my love you can always trust I am sorry I cant be with you still But I know I have the better deal It needed to be something major to take me away But I know we will be together some day I love my family so much And I will keep in touch So dont be scared and wait for my sign Try to believe that I am fine.