Giving Birth The day giving birth what a wonderful thing not knowing what to expect i didnt know anything The pains came one night uncomfortable you see but my baby was early so how could it be Braxton hicks they say in the weeks to birth thats what it must be and i was expecting much worse The hospital i arrived expecting to leave but as i got there i started to heave The toilet was far but i needed to go but the nurse told me i couldn't go. Why was she telling me to get on the bed hasn't she listened i need the toilet instead She told me the baby was on its way which makes you feel your bowls are going to give way. Pushing for hours why wont it come i really feel like im losing my bum This is not how i expected it to be no-one had told me i thought info was free The baby arrives this bundle of joy tell me what iv got im expecting a boy you have a girl excited i should be but all i could think was im tired you see I couldn't of cared if an alien had come out it was all over and i no longer need to shout It doesn't feel real it feels like a dream me and my husband have now to be a team What do we do with this tiny little #life iv only just got used to being a wife Surgery i went as things didn't go to plan hundreds of stitches leaving my husband holding the can They gave me an injecting making me paralysed you see why the hell have they done this to me Not feeling my legs was horrible for me why would anyone choose this feeling i really cant see For hours i was stuck not moving from bed i even couldn't make it to stoke my babies head The tea and toast is a fond memory for me i didn't want my husband to share it with me After the night it was time to go home now was the test we have to go it alone