Chapter 2: Chemical Substance - My Best Friend After a hard battle of trying to find that place where I felt loved, wanted and accepted, I turned to drugs. I was constantly seeking the approval of others, and I didn't care how I was going to get it. So I tried to fit in, by using drugs recreationally with massive circles of different people. I just wanted what everybody else had, love. I had started smoking quite a lot of weed from the age of 13, of course with cannabis came that constant urge to eat, that's right, the 'munchies' gained me 2 stone. No matter how hard I tried, it got to the point where the only time I felt that save haven is when I was blazing a spliff with a bunch of other pot heads, but I had finally felt connection, it was weird.
