This... Is becoming unbearable Is getting boring Is tiring Is too much Is not enough Is unexpected Is unfair Isn't how I pictured it Isn't how it should be Isn't what I want Isn't what I need Isn't getting better Isn't going away Isn't who I am Isn't who I could be Isn't who I should be Is all I think about Is consuming me Is driving me crazy Is like a scream Is terrifying Is #life Isn't living